My first time leaving the city limits since arriving in Almaty. Where to go? Should I explore central Asia (the whole reason I requested this post)? See relatives in London? Check back in with the USA? Take advantage of an invitation to visit a colleague in Moscow?
I hemmed and hawed but ultimately decided that the massive digital and language divides separating me from some of my best loved Moroccans meant I needed to touch base there or risk losing touch completely.
As a bonus, I could invite my friend Heidi, who suggested visiting me for Christmas back when I lived there and received a delicate response along the lines off, “F that–I need to drink some decent wine.” And we had a very satisfying trip to Italy. But I didn’t want to permanently deprive her of Morocco.
Only a couple of problems with my Morocco idea: I don’t have much vacation built up and Kazakhstan is not close to Morocco. Hence an itinerary no one should emulate.
I started by flying into Fes to see my host family from my time in training. Or flying Almaty-Istanbul-Marseilles-Fes, with an eight hour layover in Marseilles. Fortunately, I got advice on how easy it is to head into Marseilles from the airport. So my layover, on a simply glorious sunny day, was quite pleasant
When I rolled into Fes around midnight I had many thoughts about being back Morocco. Why are driving lanes so fluid but gender roles so rigid? Did we almost run those children over? Wait, why are those children playing by the side of the road at midnight? What is that smell?
But it was the next morning at breakfast, when a staff member asked “Nesti muzyn?” (did I sleep well, a common polite morning question in Morocco) that I really knew I was back.
And the staff loved my bad Arabic more than I remember anyone ever loving it when I lived in Morocco. The delighted reaction to my report of a problem with the bathroom light was certainly unexpected.
Leaving Heidi to explore the nooks and crannies of the medina, I headed to the suburbs. Having lost my host family’s contact info, I just showed up and hoped they’d be home. They were and I was fed generously on delicious food and family gossip.
And that was about all for Fes. The next day we rented a car and drove from Fes to Zagora. DO NOT DO THIS.
It’s a beautiful drive but too long for one day, especially when the car rental place doesn’t open when it says it opens. And yet when Expedia asked about my experience, did I give a bad review? How could I when the man who eventually helped us was so friendly and (again!) so delighted with my bad Arabic? We had a lovely conversation about his mother who is Berber and then he gave us his personal phone # to call in case of any problems.
Originally my plans involved heading straight from Fes to my village, letting Heidi do something more touristy and fun. But when she hatched a plan to check out the remote sand dunes of Erg Chigaga, which I’d never been to and aren’t even that far from my village…dammit! Suddenly I was interested in sand dunes too!
Could I sacrifice a night in the dunes for a night in N’Kob? Compromise idea! I talked the current volunteer in my site and my host sister into joining us. Which meant a little more time with them and also, camels. Win-win!
But all this fun was prelude to the highlight: returning to N’Kob after all this time. It was emotional.
Seeing everyone was bittersweet. The current volunteer is awesome and fully appreciates the amazing host family we share. I couldn’t be happier that she is with them. But it was sad because I am no longer with them and I’ve missed so much in my time away. If only I could live in multiple places at once.
I warned Heidi we’d eat and eat and eat AND that she would experience Berber dress up time and sure enough…
But it’s not cultural appropriation if your host sister makes you do it!
On our final night, walking to my host family’s for dinner, I heard my name called and was beckoned into a sewing shop that didn’t used to be there. It was several women I sort of recognized plus Tuda, one of the women who went on an epic bike journey with me. We chatted about how red I got on that bike ride (exertion and sunburn) and how far we went and how no, I’m still not married, and how my mom died as did Tuda’s and now we are both orphans. I finally left the shop with many blessings and kisses and walked into the street where I again heard my name–there was one of my neighbor boys who was tiny when I left and is now a preteen. Suddenly I wished I had planned a much longer visit. Why didn’t I give myself days and days to catch up with everyone?
But all too soon it was time to leave N’Kob and head over the Atlas Mountains to our final stop.
Oh, Marrakech. I know it’s the #1 destination in Morocco. I know many people love it. I…feel mixed. Can it ever compare to the beauty of the Drâa Valley in the south? As if. But once I got over the fact that every taxi driver was totally going to overcharge us and the vendors would be relentless, I mostly relaxed. I drank my favorite tea (no, not mint–a spicy ginger and cardamom blend that I’ve never found outside of Jemaa el Fna) and bought some cool prints at La Maison de la Photographie. I didn’t feel like I needed to spend a lot more time there, but I wasn’t as desperate to leave as I have been on past visits.
Verdict? When I left Morocco in 2015, I was so ready to go. This time around, I was so not. Especially not N’Kob. Future goals: longer visit, shorter time between visits.
Morocco and Moroccans, twachkum bzaf! (I miss you so much!)